SHORT NOTE | spreading yourself thin
Who else feels like time is running out? Like there are so much things that you want to master, enjoy, indulge in, but it’s a lot, and you have all this other stuff (the boring and mundane stuff that doesn’t amount to anything), and by the end of your paid time you just…you just don’t do what you thought you so wanted to do-master-enjoy-indulge in?
Is it a question of discipline? Unrealistic expectations? Some other issue?
Ps.: the title is of course not accurate. It FEELS like spreading yourself thin, but in reality, it’s doing nothing in this thinking-induced paralysis.
That’s that for all the people that believe affirmations and the “work of the mind”-or however you’d call it-doesn’t do nothing. It does!
It’s not even the usual “overthinking” culprit, I’m personally way past that level. It feels more like your mind is doing “the whole thing, whatever it may be” in the head from start to finish, and then it a) doesn’t even feel as exiting anymore because you know the outcome and b) every extrapolation inevitably leads to the conclusion that absolutely nothing can make A SENSE.
And A SENSE is of course something that has its value independent from the observer and/or experiencer.
With that, the whole reality only ever happens through its dependant relationship with the observer and/or experiencer. Which wouldn’t even be an issue if I / we didn’t want to escape it so badly into something that would make A SENSE!!!!!!!